Hi, I’m M. (The cloak and dagger is because there would be repercussions in my life if this all came out).

I am in my 20s. I have recently been diagnosed with EDNOS, bordering on anorexia (restricting type) .How did it begin? I’m still sorting that out, but the short version is that after years of subclinical behaviors, a perfect storm of stressors tipped me over the edge into restriction and I’ve found it hard to get out. I’ve only really acknowledged the situation, and pushed towards recovery, for about 2 months or so.

This blog is a way for me to express the things I can’t say to those around me, and maybe connect with others who are experiencing the same sort of thing. I am ambivalent about recovery, but am fighting as much as I can to work it out for the sake of the people I love.


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  1. Hi Meg,
    I recovered from eating disorders about 29 years ago. I have noticed that I can do things better if I ask myself “Why?” Why might I want to do this? “What?” is another question I might ask myself. What might be the benefits if I do this thing? Then it is back to “Why?” again. Why are these possible benefits important to ME? The secret for me is to ask these questions to myself and about myself – in order that I might find out deep inner reasons…my reasons…not someone else’s. This might be food for thought or you might just toss it. It is up to you. You will know when the right ideas are brought forth. It is your life and I pray that you find the way that is right for YOU/Meg.


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