Hi, I’m M. (The cloak and dagger is because there would be repercussions in my life if this all came out).
I am in my 20s. I have recently been diagnosed with EDNOS, bordering on anorexia (restricting type) .How did it begin? I’m still sorting that out, but the short version is that after years of subclinical behaviors, a perfect storm of stressors tipped me over the edge into restriction and I’ve found it hard to get out. I’ve only really acknowledged the situation, and pushed towards recovery, for about 2 months or so.
This blog is a way for me to express the things I can’t say to those around me, and maybe connect with others who are experiencing the same sort of thing. I am ambivalent about recovery, but am fighting as much as I can to work it out for the sake of the people I love.